Open the eyes of my heart…


Oh my goodness, Father,

I had my eyes opened tonight, hung out with a friend today and the people at her house were talking about being hooked on k-pack painkillers and were so, so drunk… Drinking all day long and possibly drinking for the past 3 days.

I haven’t been in that situation before. Oh my God, help those guys to come to you. Help me not to judge them. Bless them, help them get to work etc tomorrow. May they invite you into their lives Jesus. Fill them with your Holy Spirit, and fill me too!

In Jesus name.



You increase

To wait for God is never a waste of time.O Lord, Hey last night I hoped that guy would want to meet up with me. He said he’d text when he found out what his mate was doing. I suppose at least I had a good night with my best friend – hot choc, crisps and popcorn, yum! He clearly isn’t interested in me, so please Lord help me to forget about him and focus on you. Lord you are worthy, you alone are worthy to receive glory, honour, praise, admiration and worship. I want to know you intimately, to hear your voice like Moses did. I want to love you more and be bold for you. Help me not to love worship music but to truly love you. Help me not to be infatuated with finding a husband, but to seek primarily to follow you Jesus. Change my life, shape me, teach me, test me, bless me, forgive me for taking my focus off you so easily. I am your bride, help me to be 100% committed to you, not like Gomer – which is how I act so easily. I want to glorify your name in all the earth. May I decrease and you increase. Who cares about anything else?! Blessed be your name. Show me more of yourself as I read your word now…