Broken record

Dear God
You are holy, your motives are totally pure. Not like me – even my best deeds are like filthy rags to you!

God why do I feel so upset about not seeing my bf more?
Yesterday I was hoping to drop over to his house in the afternoon but he said 7pm suited him better. I was feeling annoyed… But then felt guilty last night because he said the reason was that he felt sick! Oops!

Last week i felt disappointed because I told him we hadn’t got much time together just the 2 of us and then the next day his family made a wee comment about it which I felt was a dig towards me.

Lord I am complaining and I know I shouldn’t because you have blessed me abundantly!

Thank you for my lovely friends, sweet, caring boyfriend, generous family, good boss and fantastic job! Thank you that I’m getting to church this morning. Please bless me today as I’m oncall, may my phone battery last long enough!

I bless you Jesus for providing for me continually! Much better than I look after myself!!!
Fill me up with your Holy Spirit and direct my paths. Bless * and keep him well and whole! I love you Lord. Forgive me for my many complaints, I’m sure you get tired hearing them.. I’m like a broken record, yet you still love me unconditionally, help me to be like that too!

Everything has changed lately – getting kicked out of my room, finding new digs, doing a new job, leaving small group, moving to the seaside! It’s for the better I guess…just would love it more if there was a small group for my age here. Please Lord may I find one soon!

In Jesus name I pray! Amen


What a Saviour!


Lord God
You are worthy to receive all praise, honour, glory, majesty and esteem!
You are above all.

You are higher that anything in the world.
You are greater than my best ideas.

You are so good to me, every day, even when I ignore you.
You are my best friend ever.

Sorry God for bring bad.
Sorry God for putting myself first.
Sorry God for worrying instead of trusting you.
Sorry God for belittling other people.
Sorry God for being a rubbish witness!

Thank you Lord for lovely food, time with friends, good weather, time off work and caring family. Thank you for your grace, your patience and your ongoing provision.

Thank you for good health, warm clothes, dear relationships, a rewarding job and a committed local church. Thank you for fresh, clean water to drink, cook with and wash in.

Please Jesus help my friends in their work, help my bf decide if he wants to do his course, heal my friend and fill her with your Holy Spirit, joy, peace and energy.
Please help me to do my best in work tomorrow for all my patients and work mates benefit.
Please help me to read your word regularly to feed my soul and keep growing in my faith.
Bless my Sunday school class and draw them closer to you every day.
Protect and bless my bf and our families and may we honour and glorify you above ourselves and above all.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen 🙂


The whole truth


Dear Jesus,

i adore you because you made me, you loved me even before I existed, even before the world existed, you made me, you keep me in the palm of your hand. You are good, you are mighty, you are holy and you are wonderful…

Sorry Lord for all the times when I don’t tell the whole truth, sorry for being ignorant to others on a daily basis, sorry for leaving so little time to talk to and listen to you.

Thank you that even when I feel at my roughest, you are still with me, thank you for never giving up on me, thank you for baking so faithful and fair, actually beyond fair – you are extremely gracious to me, I don’t deserve your kindness at all!

Please help me to be open and responsive to your prompts. Please help me to have the courage to be generous and give financially to those in need in the Philippines this week. Please take away the pain in dad’s hand. In Jesus name, Amen.